there are many things to be said. but i seem to constantly be out of words and lost for breath. too little time.
but one, i am wishing all the best for my sister
two, i am in a calm(ish) place. the panic has left and i am ready to try now. i get so seized up with doubt and worry i forget to be me. and there is no point in beating myself up over it, just let it go. try again. i am worth more than this.
three, jennie will be here in roughly 10 hours. i must sleep and prepare myself for mania and fun (i just hope she isnt shocked i havent cleaned.). life is on hold for a reunion - and my secret patented daquiris (hint: there are pomogranates involved)
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I love you. Hello to Jennie- why is everything a whirlwind for me when you are so Zen and vice-versa? Is it how life balances us out? yin to Yang, Hot to cold, Mornica to Dementia?
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