i am tired a lot.
but only just recently have a hit a level of fatigue that negates all other life.
i am tired of pretend. of everyday taxing. of anticipated monotony.
i don't want this pseudo-life. with will-they-wont-they relationships, and mediocre careers. cute work outfits and wild work nights-out. the routine of disappointment, distraction, and denial.
ready made life packets now available in your grocers fridge. it's so easy, so mouthwatering and tempting. so cheap and lo-carb. promising you can be sated in minutes, the e-numbers veiling the lifelong regrets that will follow.
i have a week off starting tomorrow.
a week on my own. no holiday. no flatmates. just an empty canvas. and i want to come out the other end sure of something.
it might take a spirit guide in the woods goddammit, but i am not going back to that.
i am unwilling to settle.
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am thinking i'll be coming (maybe elizabeth, maybe not) that second weekend. so don't use all of your holiday time now...
lucky for me, july is the beginning of the new fiscal year and i get new holiday. that said, i already took off afriday (the 17th?) for a long weekend - is that the one you mean? how handy would that be?
lucky for me, july is the beginning of the new fiscal year and i get new holiday. that said, i already took off afriday (the 17th?) for a long weekend - is that the one you mean? how handy would that be?
yes, friday the 14th is the one that i mean.
oh i'm so tired...i can't think about that right now...
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